Keeper

This is a wierd feeling.

Happy? Loss? Anticipation? Inferiority? Anxious? Excited?

I dunno. Bit of all of them I think...

I'm gonna be an uncle.
My sister's gonna have a kid around September... strange feeling. Not used to big emotions like this. Happy, sad I can deal with...
This... not really sure how to deal with... this.

I mean, I'm happy for her. They wanted it, was just a matter of timing. Just makes me feel... distant. Another thing I don't have in commom with one of the people most precious to me.

Argh, annoying.
Maybe I'm just sick of being alone too. Hah... stoneface (me) needs therapy. Figures.