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Man that lack of anime through the holidays was a real pain............  I had become so bored and i started to over think since i had a lot more time on my hands then i wanted. I even started to read a manga that had been completed for a while, it was karin (aka chibi vampire for u tokyopop followers).  I read the entire series and then i got to the end and my brain started to go on over drive.

Slice of life anime or manga always gets me emotionally, and when im over thinking its never easy on me. So since i was over thinking and i just finished reading Karin, i started to over think about my live. For a couple of days i felt like it was a sad ending and i felt that that was the wrong choice for the family to do to erase there own daughters memories. I felt betrayed pesonally and since i was over thinking things i started to feel sad for her and i started 2 feel lonely.

i still feel like that way a bit but i have come to terms and feel that that was the best choice for karin, the main character of the series. so i feel a bit better and im almost back to my usuall self.

man i need to b more careful of what i read or watch during a slow period in releases for anime and manga. as well as i can add this to my list of animes that can open up old emotional scars. 

i need to write, talk, post, what ever about what is going on in my head b4 i end up leting them go in a negative way that can hurt me or some one close to me.

i wait for my fellow community members to leave their thought. 

plus its way cheaper then going to a psychiatrist, at least for now.